Meditation breakthrough: light burst from my heart and filled all of space with acceptance

Initial revelations after a 3-minute loop: The senses are elevated. Eating food was a pleasure — I felt that more deeply. I was doing the Joe Dispenza Meditation and usually I have a tough time staying awake, but this time I was tuned in. Much easier to stay in the meditation. While meditating, suddenly an image appeared of me charging through space at lightspeed with immense energy I needed to release. I let it all out and it burst from my heart as a gold/white beam of light, filling all of space — my wife, my son, my mother, my friends, my whole life. All of it was suddenly full of light and acceptance. Due to my traumas from childhood I always had issues showing my love to others, so this was a clear revelation of how much I can give, if I only let it out. Another thought occurred: I realized I am just a very joyful person, but many things took that from me. This was a reaffirmation I need to be true to myself. Joy and laughter is an insane experience. And I've been in a general peace with everything. Super relaxed about all the problems. I have them — I'll solve them. No worries.