Woke up ecstatic with no shame, no fear, no guilt — this is what I've been searching for

Day 15 Phoenix last night Emperor just now 3 minute loops 30 minutes ago I woke feeling ecstatic. I felt so free. No shame, no fear, no guilt. This freedom is what I've sought all these years. My mind is still looking for old patterns. Looking for loopholes. Yet I feel good. This is awesome