PHOENIX revealed the childhood pattern — my dad's ridicule taught me to pretend to laugh for decades

When I was a child my dad was always making jokes at my expense. Every time I cried and begged him to stop he immediately got mad and said things like: "what? Don't you have a sense of humor?" This created a certain behavior pattern that I hate. Every time someone laughs at me, even if I'm mad as hell, I will just pretend to laugh. I will never tell someone "it's not funny" because in my subconscious there is no point — my feelings will be disregarded. Phoenix has made the pattern and the cause clear. I know that if I keep running it the problem will resolve. Phoenix is the best subliminal I have ever used — it's literally making me drop negative and unnecessary behaviors and changing my mindset rapidly.