Women going out of their way to help me — self-love aura becomes a real social force.

Only two listens in and women have been super friendly, going out of their way with me — three distinct incidents stood out in a weekend. The sub also seems to be returning something I'd lost: my sense of humor and capacity for fun. I took on others' judgments for too long and it dulled me. Taking off that ragged, moldy suit of others' nonsense feels so good. Right now as I typed this, a deep belly laugh arose spontaneously. That self-love is powerful and magical stuff.