After a deep identity meditation, Sanguine finally landed — I felt lighter, bigger, calmer, present

I didn't get the instant dose of goodness in my first loops like others described. Then I went into a deep identity-creating/dis-creating meditation for about an hour. After I was done I felt like a new man — lighter, bigger, calmer, present. I realized right afterward that Sanguine had finally kicked in, working at the identity level rather than the surface. I was just about to swap it out of my stack. Now it's staying. It might not be the relaxation I wanted, but it's definitely the relaxation I needed.