First RM Loop: A Feeling I'd Never Once Had in My Entire Life

I can't really explain what this feels like but I never had this feeling before. We all grew up with some sort of trauma and some of us just had it bad. That being said, some of us might never experience positive feelings like happiness in this lifetime. I did my very first loop of Renaissance Man ZP yesterday and man was I looking forward to this day. That was a feeling that I had never once experienced in all of my life — and it was deeply good.