First Loop Felt Like the Perfect Antidote — Colors More Vibrant, Deep Connection

Ran my first loop of RM ever and loving it already. I feel so free and unrestrained from any self-doubt, society's judgment, etc. Years of conditioning repressed this side of me to the point where it was manifesting as physical discomfort and tension in my throat area — the area of self-expression. At the grocery store after the loop, I could sense a lot of people noticing me, including some very cute girls. It's like people could sense something was special about me. I was so relaxed in my body just noticing the world from a different lens. Colors stood out as more vibrant and the world seemed more interesting. I struck up a friendly conversation with the clerk ringing me out and felt like I connected with the guy more than I would normally. Music sounds amazing too. Highly underrated.