Love Bomb Opened My Heart for the First Time — I Was Married 10 Years and Never Fell in Love

LB was moving in me this morning. I went to work. We stopped at a gas station. I noticed a cute cashier I'd seen before. As she passed by, her eyes lit up — and simultaneously my heart lit up. I felt: I could fall in love with her. There was this impulse to seek her out. No fear around it — that's not normal for me around women. I hung onto that new desire for over an hour after leaving. One big piece of my story: I've never fallen in love. Not once. I was married for 10 years with walls around my heart the entire time. Something opened today that I didn't know how to open.