One Loop of Khan Black: The Crucible — Post-Nut Clarity Without Having to Nut, Master of My Own Sexual Energy

This is after one 15-minute loop of Khan Black: The Crucible, with no reconciliation within 24 hours. Sexual calm. Post-nut clarity without having to nut. No desire for porn or masturbation — not from suppression but as if I'm following a higher natural law. Aroused when attractive women are around, but energetically grounded. It feels peaceful not to be controlled by sexual urges. No mental chatter — especially no sexually charged thoughts. Thoughts arising are: 'I want to learn how to use this energy to be productive. And I will.' This is what it means to be a man who uses the power within him for glorious purpose. I feel clean and clear. Like Adam born in the Garden of Eden. Now sex will be on my terms.