The Constant Financial Anxiety I'd Had for Years Just Instantly Vanished on C&C

First thing that happened was all my financial anxiety went away. I had budgeted $3K for a trip with my girlfriend for 7 weeks in a foreign country. We spent $3K in 2-3 weeks, and I started panicking HARD. Stopped eating meals to save money levels of stress. After C&C, that anxiety just INSTANTLY vanished. Like next thing I know I'm like "let's go to a fine dining restaurant" and my daily stress vanishes. Emperor's Crown and Emperor's Presence hit hard as the first features to notice. I was very confident, composed — the silent leader in groups. My code has started shifting towards "building privately, launching publicly." I used to be in a men's group all about radical transparency, sharing every week. When I came back from vacation, it didn't feel like a fit anymore so I left, after almost 5 years.