4 or 5 acts of spontaneous generosity in 10 days. I didn't even notice until I counted.
Jouissance·A Stark Black Reality·February 19, 2024
A Stark Black Reality
I paid for a stranger's meal. I gave away clothing. I tipped with a kind of ease I'd never felt before.
I didn't track this intentionally. Only noticed the pattern when I counted backward: 4 or 5 acts of spontaneous generosity in the last 10 days alone.
What's interesting is how little it affected me. I literally think nothing of it. No pride. No analysis. No "look how generous I am." It just happens — because abundance is the operating state now.
That's what A Stark Black Reality is doing under the surface.