His first loop of Rebirth and a lifetime of buried trauma surfaced — everything finally made sense

My boyfriend just listened to this for the first time. He is very new to subs. He became very tired and felt like he was in a dream-like state. He got a headache. Decided to go home and rest. He messaged me: "You ever think that for certain things in life, we aren't supposed to remember certain things? That they're better forgotten. I know there's a purpose. Memories come for reasons. I just have a lot of memories come back. About my great grandfather. All my childhood memories coming back vividly. Everything I witnessed as a child — a lot of things make sense to me now. It's a darker side to life but it's better let go in awareness than repressed. I'll have to let it process and integrate. My entire body and soul is reacting. A life of buried trauma in my brain."