I'm being propelled toward my books — genuine love for studying I've never felt before

This conscious guidance thing is crazy. I looped 3 minutes of QL ST4 with Emperor Black. I wrote in detail what I want from the stack — written in already-manifested form — then visualized for 10 minutes that I am growing in my academic career, cracking hard exams, getting internships. I went through some recon but kept strong and focused on my goal. Now it's late night but right now I am feeling love for the subjects I need to study. I'm being propelled toward my books. This genuine love and interest for studying has almost never happened to me before, except for maths. I never felt this on previous QL or Emperor Black.