Two cycles of Primal erased a survival trauma I carried since I was 14

Primal is for me the sub that heals the Root and Sacral. A little background to what happened in the past. Brutal father - lead to fear, mistrust, unbelievable Anger and Hate, suppression of my Primal energy. When I was 14 years old my mother send me to a timeout/boot camp program for minimum 9 months. It was a sailing ship with 8-12 teenagers and 8 Guards. To teach us how to survive they picked an island and put us there for 10 days. Without food and only 5 liters of water. After the first night on the island I woke up and all my water was gone. I asked the whole group to share their water with me. Suddenly everyone was very quiet until the first guys started to deny me access to their water until everyone was withdrawing. I screamed and asked: who was it? I saw 5 guys dropping their head slightly. I knew who it was. I pick up a stone that was little bit smaller than a rugby ball and attacked the first one I saw is guilty. I wanted to kill them all. It ended up with me being on the ground for 5 hours, 5 guys sitting on me and fixating my legs, arms and head. This experience lead me to always have the feeling of — there is not enough for me, I die, I need to eat 3x as much as I need. Even if there was a 20 meter buffet before me I never ever enjoyed eating and the taste, only the last bite I could experience the taste. 2 loops of Primal and the whole traumatic effects are gone. (OK I did over 1 year only Dragon Reborn and a ton of plant medicine that laid the foundation for super fast execution of other subs) Primal is for me the LIBERATOR of everything that has to do with lifeforce/sexual energy. Let's say primal turned me from someone who only survived to someone who enjoys life.