Khan Stage 1 Cracked My Ego Open — Life Going Better Because I Stopped Sabotaging It

I can't keep track of the amount of insights about my life and concepts and beliefs I thought were true being seen through on a daily basis. I'm journaling much more because the amount of conclusions, questions and realizations I am having are too much to keep on paper. I put "self" in quotation marks because I am experiencing Khan ST1 as a total breakdown of my ego — by ego I mean the sense of a permanent identity tied to a specific story and state of being which would limit what could happen in my life. Imagine asking yourself "how do I know that is true?" for every thought that goes through your head and everything you encounter from other people, and realizing the foundation of 99.99 percent of beliefs you encounter are built on wisps of smoke. Khan ST4 made me much more of an observer, and it's even stronger on ST1 because observation/awareness is the only thing I can rely on with this paradigm of ultimate skepticism and doubt. Funny enough, combining it with Wanted really upgraded the "enigma" scripting — right now life is the ultimate mystery to me, so I can't help but reflect that back to the people I interact with. It's fascinating to watch people seduce themselves trying to "figure me out" when the truth is I feel as open and new as a newborn baby — yet paradoxically, my life is going better because I'm not sabotaging myself with limiting beliefs as much anymore.