Day One on Khan: Power and Sex Like I've Never Felt Before

This sub snuck up on me throughout the day. I felt a subtle sense of relentless power that ebbed and flowed in various situations. Felt a lot friendlier than I anticipated — socially dominant but not in a way where I put others down. I wasn't leading conversations either — more like the social barrier of my persona was down. Looking in people's eyes with TOTAL honesty, I felt a shift in their entire being where they let down their persona as well. Total lack of any sense of controlling my actions. Tremendous sense of personal power, plus my already high libido was in the stratosphere today. The best way to put it is that the dominance was one where my behavior and presence was the TRUTH. I was getting a tremendous pleasure from illuminating the elephant in the room everywhere I went in any way I could. Even more control of my emotions without sacrificing intensity of feeling. Alongside an absolute certainty that I am fully capable. Of anything. Ultra instinct the sub. All on day one. Did I mention the insane libido? My libido has been at 10 with my current stack, today it felt like 20. Bat out of hell type of energy. I can't imagine where I'll be three weeks from now.