Years of pain and trauma around connecting with people — dissolved in one loop

It's so powerful. I ran just a single loop yesterday night — I'm not even sure if I actually ran it. But I had such strong inhibitions when it comes to connecting with people. This morning they're all dissolving, and I'm making peace. Recently went through a mid-to-hard breakup. There was so much stacked damage when it comes to connecting with people, and it's all just dissolving away. My stack is just an EoG & Emperor custom, so it can't come from that. I used to have conversations in my mind justifying what I was doing even though it was authentic, ethical and respectful — imagining my worst critics and keep justifying to them. Today is probably the first day when I am not doing that, AND feeling so calm about it. I feel like tearing up. It's like years of pain and trauma being lifted.