Things that used to give me panic attacks now feel like a kick in the butt.

Resilience is out of this world since I ran Emperor. Things that made me really anxious in the past don't disrupt me anymore. When my father said he was cutting my support, I was a bit anxious for a few hours — but the next morning I was super calm and it felt rather like a kick in the butt to change something in my life. I felt genuine gratitude for it. The last time he threatened to do so, I was severely anxious for weeks with some panic attacks.