First 24 Hours: Recon Hit Hard, Then Shifted to Freedom, Joy, and a Grief I Couldn't Explain

First 24hrs done. Immediate recon — realizations on why I wanted money (scarcity, scared, safety). Shifted to freedom, joy and happiness. Changing habits and thought patterns. Clearer direction on which paths to take. Recon feels over, and there's a sense of relaxation. But with that, there's still this sense of losing something — spiritual pain. The normal signs of recon aren't there anymore: no anger, no clear insecurities popping up, no obsessive thoughts or moodiness. It's like joy and happiness towards the freedom I'm going towards, and also sadness at what has been, what I've been, what I didn't overcome until now. A sort of grieving process. This one is hitting deep.